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Disclaimer: this installment is for the sole purpose of entertainment both the author and the readers.
I do not intent to make money of it, so please don't sue me.
All characters unless noted otherwise are the property of J.R.R. Tolkien.
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Composer's Block (Things Untold)
RAting: G
Erestor/Lindir/OMC (Daerdion)
Summary: Lindir suffers from composer's block. Erestor comes to his help.
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"Composer's Block"
„Lindir, will you not join us in the Hall of Fire tonight?“ Elladan stopped
the minstrel on his way out of the large common dining-hall.
„Not tonight, pen-neth. Maybe tomorrow.“ The silver-haired elf declined
politely.
„That is what you said yestereve.“ Elladan sulked.
„And the eve before that.“ Added Elrohir.
„I am working on a new lay and have to think. I need quiet, not music to
proceed.“ Lindir said with slight consternation in his voice.
„Can we go with you?“
„No.“
„But –„
„No. As I said: I need peace and quiet. You two are anything but that. You
cannot even sit still for five minutes.“
„We will!“
„We promise!“
„Oh, please –„
„- Lindir!“ the other twin completed the sentence.
Lindir sighed. „Well then. Follow me.“
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A few chords were strung on Lindir’s lute, then he scribbled on a piece of
parchment. The twins sat almost motionless in the meantime. Which lasted
about four minutes.
„What is it about, Lindir?“ Elladan asked shyly, not able to hold back his
curiosity any longer.
A deadly glare hit him and he fell silent with an apologetic face.
„Is it about the sea? That chord makes me think of the ocean“ Elrohir quipped.
„No, ‚tis not.“ Lindir snapped. He was in an exceptionally bad mood. He
couldn’t come up with anything new lately. „Besides, you have never been
there.“ He reminded the two adolescents.
„Have you?“ Elladan kept probing.
„Of course! And now be silent as you promised!“ again Lindir tried to focus
on composing ANYTHING.
Not even three minutes later the twins started to discuss what the shore
might look like.
„High cliffs, of course.“ Elladan said with full conviction.
„Never. Sandy shores for the ships to anchor easily.“ Elrohir opposed
„The gulls build their nests on cliffs. So there must be cliffs.“ The first
defended his idea.
„Would you climb hundred stairs to get to the ship? Or a ladder even –„
„Enough now!“ Lindir yelled. The twins were almost shocked – nobody had ever
heard the soft-spoken minstrel roar like this. Mouths agape they stared at
the elder elf. „Get out, you two and leave me alone. I need it QUIET!!“
Elrohir wanted to say something but his brother pulled him along and out of
the room. Lindir had looked like he was ready to commit another kinslaying
and soon both elflings were running down the corridor.
They ran over a young scribe, sending both elf and scrolls carried into
disarray on the floor. So shocked were the twins by Lindir's outburst that
they neither apologized nor stopped to help.
"Daro." one single word, calmly spoken yet so full of command that not even
a handful of elves at Imladris would dare to oppose. It held all the authority
needed to rule the vale as her Lord's right hand.
"Erestor..." Elladan had stopped immediately and now looked contrite at the
ancient elf.
"... Lindir threw us out." finished the Peredhel's twin-brother
"We never saw him -"
"- thus angry before."
Erestor merely arched one delicate eyebrow, hands tucked away in the sleeves
of his formal robe. Behind them the scribe still collected scattered
parchment from the smooth floor shiny from millennia of feet polishing it.
"You behaviour is unbefitting." Erestor said coolly. "Excuse and help
Celefin with the mess you caused."
"Aye -"
"- Erestor."
Turning away without another glance or word, Erestor smiled inwardly at the
twin's synchronity. Instead he turned his steps towards the room the twins
had run from only moments ago. He was intrigued to find out if and why the
minstrel was so angry with the twins. Likely they had played some pranks on
him.
"May I enter, Lindir?" he asked, his feet on the threshold.
Lindir was about to yell at whoever the new intruder was but quickly mastered
his temper at seeing the ancient Noldo stand in the doorway. Clad in stately
robes of dark gray embroidered with silver the ancient one reminded Lindir
of a polished piece of onyx. The hair was only marginally braided in order
to keep it from falling into the Counselor's vision, otherwise if feel freely
down his back, shimmering like a raven's wing where the light caught in the
curls.
"Of course, Erestor. Please, come-in and sit." Lindir replied politely.
Anything but would have been an offense and no-one dared doing so. The
ancient Noldo's wrath was legendary and nobody wanted to be the victim of
another Kin-slaying.
"I just saw the twins running as if all of Mordor was behind them." it was
typically for the Chief Counselor to bat around the bush. He considered too
direct approach of any matter a blunt, tactless thing.
"Oh." Lindir's mouth formed a perfect O. "Well, I threw them out of here."
"Really?" Erestor smiled inwardly. It was much more fund to find out things
when people more or less gave away facts on their own. "That is not like you,
my friend." Erestor chose a seat, his black eyes never leaving Lindir's form,
searching for signs that would betray more than Lindir's words alone.
"They got on my nerves badly." Lindir explained.
"Now, if there is one elf who would never lose patience with those two, that
would be you. What could they possibly do to bring even your patience to an
end?"
It was true. Lindir had never before lost his temper around the twins.
Neither had he ever seriously complained about the pranks they used to play
on the minstrel like on everybody else. It seemed unimaginable that Lindir
would ever do so. "If they played you so badly I should immediately have
them punished. There are limits and they have to learn that." Erestor said
sternly.
"No!" Lindir fought off the idea, not noticing the small, satisfied smile on
Erestor's face. "'Tis only that...." the minstrel sighed gravely. It came
hard on him to admit his complete failure. "I cannot come up with another
lay! It is as if I'm burned-out - I cannot even complete one sentence and
without the subject, how could I possibly think of a melody? I'm trying and
trying for weeks now and nothing genuine will flow from my hand." now that
he had started to confess his problem, Lindir thought he felt better already. "I ruined four quills and countless sheaves of parchment but I cannot produce as much as a lullaby." Lindir's shoulders slumped.
"Oh." Erestor was unexpectedly moved by the desperation in Lindir's eyes and
voice. "There have been delegations coming and going. Some from remote places. And nobody could relate anything new or inspiring to you?" the Chief Counselor asked incredulously.
"Not a single one. Maybe I have lived too long..." the white-haired minstrel
sighed deeply.
"Don't say that, old friend." Erestor leant forward. "I shall tell you what
I have not told anybody before - what nobody else can by now tell, for they
have all faded or left these shores."
"Really?" Lindir was intrigued. Usually Erestor was not one of the talkative
elves.
"Hearken, then: It was on our flight from Gondolin. I had been told to stay
with young Earendil like some other warriors. Idril had sent us ahead into
the tunnel she had delved in secret over years past. Even I - servant to the
house of Tuor - had not known of that endeavor. With us was a confidant of
Idril and she guided us to the hidden entrance of that tunnel.
"Behind us the city stood aflame, the walls shook with the power of the
fire-drakes' assault and as we ran, stones came tumbling down, hitting some
of us. We entered the cave without hesitation, only young Earendil had to be
carried for he would not go inside without his mother near..
We ran down several hundred steps of a winding stair hewn into the bare rock
that had supported our city for so long. And even down there the ground shook with the battle above. I cannot say what I dreaded more: to perish in the raging fight or to be buried alive in the seemingly endless cavern."
Lindir listened with rapture as Erestor created a vivid image of the scene
long gone. Erestor had never ever told him anything so personal. To be true,
Erestor had never told him anything and thus the minstrel did not dare to
interrupt.
" The entrance was guarded by some stalactites and stalagmites. I thought it
was a bit overdone in design to make the cave look ancient with the help of
such decor, but after all, if Lady Idril thought that was what she had wanted,
I would not question her taste.
Now, as we proceeded into the recesses of that dark shaft, something seemed
wrong. The walls were damp and overgrown with some soft material. That
appeared to be strange for the work on that tunnel had gone on until only a
day before - how should such thick moss grow in one day? We could not make
out a single trail in the moss where there should have been paths worn into
it from the dozens of workers. Yet it seemed untouched.
Now and then sickening fumes blew into our faces so that we already worried
the path would be blocked some hundred yard ahead. It smelled like rotten
flesh and we feared the worst. Some drew their blades that had been sheathed
after entering this dark, damp place.
The dampness was something else that seemed wrong to me. Gondolin was not
near any swamp and usually the way of the path would not lead past any river
or subterranean rivulet. Yet it was so damp that we soon were drenched in
our armors with our sweat. And it was hot! far hotter than the few torches
would seem to be able to produce as heat.
"After we had run a few miles, we needed to rest. Breathing was getting
harder and harder in that damp heat. It seemed to be suffocating - not only
for the enclosure that was a horror of itself to us. Some sat down and lo!
their surprised and shocked cries roused everybody to alertness again. They
pointed at the shoes of their brothers-in-arms, at their shin-guards and
believe it or not: the leather was being dissolved, even the metal
applications and enforcements were afflicted by whatever had caused it. We
soon learned it was the moss we walked on!
Wishing naught but to get out into the open as soon as possible, we decided
to end the rest ere it had really begun and kept pressing forward. But
breathing had become so difficult by that time! It should not be so because
Idril had made clear there was an exit onto the plane at the other end -
where was the fresh air that should blow through that tunnel? Something must
have blocked it - mayhap the cavern had collapsed somewhere ahead? Some
quavered, for the idea of being buried alive is one of the most terrifying
horrors to our kin." Erestor shuddered with the idea himself even now.
"Thus we paused again. Even the torches were too heavy for our arms. We came
across some bones that lay littering the ground. They looked rather old and
we could not make anything of that. Why should Idril have bones brought down
here? Or have the workers had had a feast? Down here? Nay, no elf would
willingly stay in this disgusting place, we were sure of that. It seemed
that Melko had cast some kind of spell onto us, thus weakening the strong.
We could no longer carry the little one which had slowed us down even more.
So when we halted again, we rammed the torches into the cavern's walls....
"A deep, growling rumble occurred, we could not say if it was sound or
movement, so deep it was but the ground shook violently, we lost our footage
and tumbled over one another. The fumes had gotten worse with every step,
densing into a stinking mist with no sign of easing, of fresh air or a ray
of sunlight. Though those among us who had helped building the secret way
were certain we should by now near the end that lead back onto the open air.
Our shoes were almost gone in the acid of the moss and some of us were
already suffering sores on their bare feet. Our breath came in heavy gulps,
we felt like fish on the dry land and we were really suffocating. More and
more bones littered the ground, some were more like half-rotten corpses with
stinking, slimy flesh hanging in shreds from the skeletons. The torches were
almost extinguished with the lack of air and we had reached the place where
the tunnel had obviously collapsed for we stood at a dead end. Our hearts
fell, realizing that we had lost that last hope of escape. It was clear that
only the strongest would be able to so, and only of they left the weak behind.
And to my sheer horror, freezing my blood, I saw that the shadows of the
torches sticking in the walls were extending. They grew longer and longer.
I rubbed my eyes only to realize that it were not shadows but some liquid
pouring forth from the holes the torches had thrust into the wall.
Since the ground was still shaking, it was hard to focus my gaze onto any
sport long enough to discern anything more clearly."
Erestor paused. The memory was still affecting him deeply, it seemed. The
ancient Noldo wiped his face before he took a deep breath and continued.
"I cannot say who realized the truth first - it seems that most of our small
host understood at the same moment what was going on, were we truly were:
inside a giant worm! The stalactites at the entrance must have been his
teeth and we had stumbled willingly right into his stomach! Panic and
confusion gripped even the bravest among us. The women and children were
crying and despairing. It was only for Egalmoth's cold blood that some
discipline was kept up. with his voice carrying over all the noise he told
us to draw the swords and attack the dead end. I thought he had lost his
mind... Then I realized that, if this was some kind of end, it was probably
the end of that worm! My feet hurt with the acid from below - my shoes had
completely been.... digested. As would we any time soon.
"So I drew my sword and with the others still able to perform such a
desperate act, we attacked the end and lo! We caused damage! the cavern now
shook and convulsed on end, making it hard to hit a target yet we kept
hewing into the amazingly soft walling. Some lost consciousness, fell into
the mossy ground now soaked with the beasts blood and perished before our
eyes; then, with hope and consciousness almost gone, the first rays of light
fell into the dark.
This rekindled hope in may who had despaired and we doubled our efforts. Not
too much later we had hacked a large opening into the worm's end and
struggled outside, gasping for air. We stared with amazement at the huge
slimy trail that marked the worm's path. The stink was terrible even out in
the open but we were alive. Though we had lost some fifty on that horrible
march, we stumbled ahead on sore feet, making for the mountains that were
still far away."
Lindir stared at Erestor, mouth agape. He had never heard anything alike!
"That.... that was.... by the Valar, Erestor! Why had there been no account
of this?"
"We were too jaded, Lindir. We had survived, what else was there to tell?
Nobody of us wanted to look back." Erestor replied.
Then it slowly dawned Lindir he had been fooled with some great horror-story! Lindir let out a laugh. "That was the most frightening story, Erestor! You almost had me! Still, it should be enough to inspire me. Thank you, my friend."
"Yes, I almost had you..." Erestor smiled. "You are most welcome, Lindir.
Now, if you excuse me, I have work to do." He stood and left the room,
heading for his office. His feet hurt - the missing toes and acid-burns had
never really healed.
The End.
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