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House, M.D.
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Stella Bridges Arc (German!)
Doppelpackung
In vollen Zügen
Hundstage
Dies Irae - Tag des Zorns
Webfehler
Alexander
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Verbotene Bücher
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Standalone (German)
Phoenix

 

Lord of the Rings
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Composer's Block
Istari Love
You Can Still Be Free
Too Much
Elven Breeze
Where the Light Is Brightest
Composer's Block

 

Matrix
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Diamond Cycle:
Diamond's Way pt.1
Diamond's Way pt.2
Down Below
Karma
Lost and Found

 

Standalone Stories:
Into the Dark
Delirious
On New Grounds
Transition

 

C.S.I
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Fallen Angel
Angeldust
When Angels Travel (WIP)

 

Queer as Folk
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Watching the Watcher
  
  

Istari Love

 

Disclaimer: this installment is for the sole purpose of entertainment both the author and the readers.
I do not intent to make money of it, so please don't sue me.
All characters unless noted otherwise are the property of J.R.R. Tolkien.

Pairing: Gandalf/Saruman, Glorfindel/Erestor, Glorfindel-Gandalf-friendship

Beta-read by Cara, all remaining mistakes are intended and for the amusement of the valued reader.

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Two weeks later Gandalf and Erestor were on their way to Greenwood, nearing the point where the path from Lorien to Imladris would split off from the one that lead to Thranduil’s realm..

“I still don’t see why I cannot return to Imladris from here!” Erestor would not give up.

“Because you are Lord Elrond’s best counselor. He would never forgive me if anything happened to you. Besides I am not willing to cross these mountains thrice when once would be enough.” Gandalf explained for the umpteenth time. He could see how the fierce balrog-slayer lost his temper: Erestor could be utterly stubborn, insistent to a nearly childish degree. Any person less patient had to grow angry sooner or later.

“I even have a sword to defend myself!” Erestor held up the weapon that had been forced upon him at Lothlorien  when the elves there had learned Glorfindel would ride ahead.

“A sword you declined to know the proper use of.” Gandalf snorted.

“I know well how to wield it. All I said was that It had been yeni since I last did so.” Came the indignant reply.

“I know. Why else would you wear the braids of a warrior, hmmm?”

“Oh!” Erestor cried out in the realization he had been tricked. Gandalf laughed good-naturedly.

For the sake of endless hours of lore to listen to Erestor gave in eventually. Every night Gandalf had told him the most forgotten tales with such accuracy and a richness of atmosphere that Erestor had almost seen the scenery described.

Four days later they arrived at the borders of old Greenwood forest. They made camp and next morning Gandalf rose very early “I want you to stay here. Better if Thranduil does not see you. I shall be back before sundown and we will ride then.”

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Erestor sighed. At least he would be alone and could take a bath in the creek close-by. He watched Gandalf as the wizard galloped into the deep dark woods but felt no relief. Suddenly Erestor felt the need to have that sword close-by. After all they were rather close to Dol Guldur and who could tell what evil sneaked around? So he dragged the long sword along with him as he headed to the cold clear rivulet.

The feel of the weapon in his hand sparked old memories. Until the end of the Last Alliance he had been a fierce warrior. He had slaughtered so many orcs and wargs and other nameless dark creatures that it sufficed for eternity and a day. Then, after he had been caught by the enemy Erestor had never again felt the need to wield a sword. Erestor had been happy with his uneventful life at Imladris, at the side of Elrond whom he had pledged allegiance when the Peredhel had still been a youth.

Erestor dried his alabaster-white skin, marred with the vicious scars of his imprisonment. How long it had really been he could not tell. His memory was mercifully blurred and he never understood how he had managed to survive at all. He should have died...

Because he was loath to expose his ugly body to others, Erestor usually stayed inside, at least as long as it was too warm to be in the open in his concealing robes. The sun that saw him was usually the pale, cool light of winter. So his body was eerily pale, very different from that of most elves who usually enjoyed being in the open.

The dark-haired counselor sighed: the heavy boots Elrond had given him in combination with the uneven grounds of nature had aggravated his feet and he had several sore spots. Luckily he had some healing salve with him to apply. Over the yeni he had grown accustomed to the gnarled, crippled form of his feet. In the beginning it had been hard to look at or touch himself. He cold clearly understand why nobody wanted to bed him.

Still: Glorfindel’s shocked stare had hurt!

Once finished with his personal hygiene Erestor packed his small bundle and readied his horse. All he could do now was waiting.

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“So Lady Galadriel has found an adequate foster-family. I am glad, my youngest son is almost too old to be given into the care of a foster-family.” Thranduil had just finished reading Galadriel’s letter in which she had told King Thranduil – rather vaguely – that she had finally managed to find a foster-family with the appropriate means to raise the King’s youngest son. “I have only returned a few days ago. This must have come very suddenly.”

“I suppose the Lady Galadriel had been busy with matters of greater concern and since I had business around the area, she came up with the request of me escorting the young one to his designated foster-home.” Gandalf sat in a comfortable chair in a smaller hall, puffing his pipe and sipping from a goblet of dark red wine.

“Then come, let us catch the little whirlwind!” Elf and wizard walked into the gardens, discussing the situation of Greenwood and the growing shadow in the south of the wood-realm when an arrow struck Gandalf’s back. Luckily it was only a harmless child’s arrow. A fair-haired elfling came descending from a tree nearby.

“Ada! >Ada, did you see that?”

“Aye. You shot our guest of honor, ion-nin!” Thranduil said with mock seriousness.

Bright azure eyes looked up at Gandalf “You are Mithrandir.” He said matter-of-factly.

“Aye, pen-neth. And you must be Legolas. You are the reason for my visit.” Gandalf smiled warmly. The elfling was indeed a quicksilver-like sweet creature. But upon mentioning this, the elfling’s face darkened.

“Mithrandir has come to bring you to your foster-family, ion.” Thranduil said solemnly.

“But, Ada...”

“We discussed this more than once. It is our way, Legolas. You need to learn duty and obligation prior to ruling and that you will learn not within the borders of our realm.”

“Aye.”

“Now, go and have your nanny help you pack. We await you ready in one hour.” Thranduil sent his son off and sighed. “It is never easy to send your children away, Mithrandir. And this one is very dear to me.”

“He seems to be a very bright childe indeed. He will be loved and cherished, my Lord King.”

“Do you have children, Mithrandir?”

“Errmm….nay…..I…..I never had the opportunity.” Gandalf was strangely flustered. The concept of parenthood had been another alien idea but whenever he visited the peoples of Middle-Earth and he saw how they cherished their offspring the wizard wondered what it would be like, to create a new life, to raise it, to love it. Were those people then not like Iluvatar in their creation of new life? Yet to procreate was not only forbidden for them, Manwe had made sure that the wizards’ bodies were sterile. He himself would never know what parenthood would be like. He had no time for that anyway.

“Maybe some late luck will come to you one day?” Thranduil mused.

Gandalf laughed warmly. “Nay, my Lord King, that I seriously doubt. My schedule is too tightly packed to find the time to raise a child. Yet I do enjoy their presence from time to time.”

“That is good to know. I would have worried if my son had to travel with some grumpy old man who felt pestered by him.” Thranduil stated dryly.

“Oh, don’t you worry! I am known to be very patient.” Gandalf lit a pipe as they walked about.

“I was told so before...”

“I got word that you have met with the Lord of Imladris to negotiate the joining of your forces?” Gandalf said slowly.

“Elrond!” Thranduil snorted. “I’d rather swallow my tongue and scratch out my own eyes ere I would meet with him!”

Gandalf was taken aback at the sudden outburst. How could such old hate still feel so fresh?

“The Peredhel had been wise enough to send a negotiator instead. I do see the need to join our forces, yet I am more than loathe to meet this elf eye to eye.” Gandalf watched Thranduil’s hands close to fists again and again. If elves among themselves could not overcome their old grudges, how should one expect them to work together with men and dwarves?

“You need to overcome this old discord, my Lord. I can see that only if ALL free people of Middle-Earth unite their forces we will finally succeed. There will not be room for old personal problems.” Gandalf ventured.

“I think I am more than cooperative accepting anybody from Imladris.” Thranduil muttered.

“That one lives there does not laden him or her with a flaw. Even Glorfindel of Gondolin found refuge there after the war and I would say that he is beyond doubt of flawless conduct.”

“Aye, he is. Mithrandir, this is a fruitless conversation and I remember we’ve had it quite a few times before. Let us not dwell on it until my mood is spoiled.” Thranduil firmly stopped the discussion.

“You must admit that I still have to try – I am such a stubborn old man, you know.” Gandalf emptied his pipe and stuffed it back into the small space in his staff that usually carried the pipe.

“Indeed, that is well-known of you!” Thranduil chuckled.

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The lanky elfling named Legolas proudly rode his own pony to the camp the three travelers made by nightfall. While Erestor kindled a fire the young one walked with Gandalf to gather more wood for the fire.

“I wonder, now that you are to live in a new family, are you scared, little one?”

“Nay.” Legolas said proudly, picking up another dead branch.

“Oh, then you are a brave little elfling!”

“I am a prince of Mirkwood, I am not supposed to be a coward.” The young elf said with incredible dignity. In fact it was so intense that Gandalf bit his cheeks to keep from laughing.

“Well, when I was to be alone for the first time I was scared to death. And although I denied that, everybody knew -  because everybody older than me had already made that experience.” Gandalf said casually, eying the lithe creature sharply.

Legolas had gotten the hint, it seemed, he was silent and chewed on his lower lip until they returned to the camp. Erestor had already set up a kettle to boil water for some tea. Gandalf handed out cold roast from the Mirkwood-supplies and they soon felt comfortable and pleasantly tired. Erestor offered to take the first watch and Gandalf agreed, making himself comfortable near the campfire.

A slight tug woke him. To his surprise it was not Erestor who would wake him at the end of the watch but young Legolas. “What is it, pen-neth?”

“Can I sleep here?”

“Oh, of course! Come, little-one.” Gandalf lifted his blanket and the sweet little elfling snuggled up against the old wizard who placed a small kiss onto the sweet smelling hair of the small elven-childe. Gandalf had always been especially enamored with the Firstborn and to hold the small frame close to him was something that warmed his heart in a way only few things managed. Wrapping and arm around the lean form they both fell asleep and were not disturbed until sunrise.

 

 

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